FOUND IT!

For a minute there, I found myself. I found myself.
For a minute there, I turned a corner, and cant turn back. I grew up, found wisdom, found perspective. Found free will. I found what was missing, and instead of turning away from what I know, I turned toward it, I turned toward comfort, and familiar, and home. My heart was my guide, and it didnt let me down. I have no more struggle, no more wanderings, no more dreams of what might have been. I know as much as I know, and that is enough for me. I can rest easily in my lovers arms, with the knowledge that he is whom I choose.