It's hard you know, but through it I am becoming the person I never knew how to be by myself. Im being pushed, and sometimes I pout, but it's the best thing for me. I don't have the internal drive alone, I need a cheering squad, someone to set a fire under my ass. Im loving that I have that. Im proud of myself, of my accomplishments, of how much I can do, of who Im becoming. This is the real life, the life I wanted.